The appeal is pending because at the staff level, we're not yet convinced you're going to make real effort if you're given a pardon again. Write a convincing appeal and I'll bring it up with my peers again.
I don't know what else I can say. I explained why I was upset and apologized for being too hasty in my judgement. I wont even have my chat on when I return.
i get that if it happens again I am probably gone for good. I've had 3 months off from the server for this in total. That's a lot of time served. I really have no clue what else I can say to clear the air. I'm sorry that you don't believe me. Just shows what a terrible person I really am.
You've been given another pardon. Be mindful of the rules as you're a veteran on VH.